October 23, 2010


if you by some chance read this…

I just saw a video that you’re in… with the cross carved into your chest..

Sometimes I wonder if I ever really knew you.  Sometimes I wonder if what we had was ever real. I know I was the one who ended it - and I don’t regret it.  Sometimes I wonder if we could have ever changed what was “supposed” to happen and ultimately change our fates. But we didn’t.  We grew apart and we both changed and now this is what we got. 

I’m happy.  You look happy. 

But I don’t think a day will go by that memories will stop reappearing in my head.  You’re not the same person anymore - neither am I.. but we did have some good times, didn’t we? I hope you’re taking care of yourself..

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